Ello ppl. This story is gonna be like any other; having a beginning and an end. There are stories of fantasy, reality, even fanfics, but this story will very much be reality. Just in the eyes of someone who may be 'different', as some say. Having to live through a life where you might not have a life at all and paradise seemed so far... and personally... I had felt this way before... Depression is a serious thing. Some are not even aware of its existence, so I'm here to help others make it aware by telling a story of a boy who has been living a terrible life. I hope this story is able to open some of your eyes a bit, because some of this may not be real, but the emotion is. So please... do not make a joke of this. I may be a fun and laughable person at times but things like this happen. Anyways, ill start the story. Enjoy.~ !WARNING! : May be a little triggering. This story is for those also with depression... including some of my friends and best ones to. I know its hard so why not share the struggle...?