Letters to Myself
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I, a simple introvert girl, has been too shy, too scared and too vulnerable all my life. Its a happy time for myself and yet i am not feeling anything close to happy, i am scared. Scared of too many things, so scared that it becomes hard to breathe. I had a friend during college, who used to help me have self confidence, and feel happy in general. Due to some reason hes not there with me anymore. So now i have decided to be my best friend and be my guide myself.
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