Levi Ackerman is dead.. He and Eren had finally found their ''happily ever after'' and just right when they thought every missing piece was on its place, things turn out just the opposite. Now Eren is writing in his diary, torn between whether to stay strong and live a life without his sun or to join his lover. What happens after 44 days without Levi in his life? What choice does he make? WARNING: boyxboy, triggers, self harm, vulgar words