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Depression chronicles

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''I know you think I am fine, but if  you looked deep inside me; you'd see a scared little kid, balled up in a corner, and he's whispering... Help me!'' --Israel Alimi  

I'm dedicating this book to all those suffering from depression, loneliness, pain from the hurt of the past, sexual perversion, mental unstability, guilt and self condemnation.

You're not alone because God is with you; and if you hold on to him in this storm, he'll see you through.

cover by @CajessAll Rights Reserved

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