Ache

What if your dreams could kill you?
Mine could.
My second life, my second reality, I'd like to think is just in my dreams.
But its really here, slowly turning me insane until I make my final decision.
I stand now, ready to jump.
Ready to end my lifes.
Yes, life(s).
I have two.
My hope is that by ending this one, the other one will cease to exist too.
So I have a decision: End one now, and possibly live in torcher with no escape. Or live in insanity one place, and torcher the other.