All I Want
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"Stop it please...there is no way I can live without her...she is my everything!" the boy cried in between sobs as his best friend...
What? I can't spoil the ending before you even read it. But I'll give you all some insight first.
A boy named Josh was one of the least popular people at his school. He always stuck up for others even if he knew that he wouldn't get thanked, he would just get punished more.
He had only one friend and her name was Sky. He thought she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. He started to love her more everday he was with her. The only problem is that she was the most popular girl in the school. He could hardly get her alone and he had the fear of ruining their friendship
What happens when a turn of event changes his life for the worst and he does something that effect everyone who has ever been around him. Read to find out.
(I know this story is bad but I wanted to give it a shot. Always voice your opinion because I will listen.)
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