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(Not) Broken ~ Syndisparklez

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"But I'm completely fine."

"Well it's obvious you're not, I mean, who am I talking to anyway?"

"Jordan, of course, since that's who I am."

"I seriously doubt that."

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Welcome to the story of Jordan Maron, a young boy with Dissociative Identity Disorder (aka multiple personality disorder) stuck in a mental facility. Will he learn to control the others inside him in time? Or will he be lost inside his mind? 

Or maybe he'll just fall for someone else instead. 

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heyo, so this story is definitely NOT an accurate representation of a person with DID or MPD, if that wasn't clear already

theres gonna be cursing, yes but that's about it

its in the pov of 'Jordan' which might not make sense at times but bear with me

thanks for reading and I hope you stick around

~ChaosAll Rights Reserved

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