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(Not) Broken ~ Syndisparklez

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chaoticsparklez

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"But I'm completely fine."

"Well it's obvious you're not, I mean, who am I talking to anyway?"

"Jordan, of course, since that's who I am."

"I seriously doubt that."

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Welcome to the story of Jordan Maron, a young boy with Dissociative Identity Disorder (aka multiple personality disorder) stuck in a mental facility. Will he learn to control the others inside him in time? Or will he be lost inside his mind? 

Or maybe he'll just fall for someone else instead. 

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heyo, so this story is definitely NOT an accurate representation of a person with DID or MPD, if that wasn't clear already

theres gonna be cursing, yes but that's about it

its in the pov of 'Jordan' which might not make sense at times but bear with me

thanks for reading and I hope you stick around

~ChaosAll Rights Reserved

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The Jokester by Whatisitgoingtotake2

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Everyones Obsessed* cover

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jace

"My name is Jace Overton, and I have schizophrenia." Mr. Stevenson stood from his desk, his eyes widening and surprise slapping him in the face as if he'd just discovered vibranium. "Wow, so you're a schizophrenic?" My mom told me there were three kinds of people in the world: people that didn't care, people that cared enough, and people that cared too much. He was definitely the third type of person. "No, I have schizophrenia. I am not a schizophrenic." "Is there a difference?" I stared at him blankly, "I wouldn't have corrected you if there wasn't." ----- Jace is weird. Jace has a blunted affect, a knack for memorizing, and a strong attraction to a Pakistani girl named Elizabeth. He also has a distant father, an overbearing psychiatrist and two best friends that get him into situations (some of which end with his nose [and heart] being broken). He has a sister that's ten years his senior, daily medication, serious hatred for the color white and a mere four years to accomplish the following things: 1) Make his parents fall in love with each other again. 2) Make Elizabeth fall in love with him. 3) Get people to understand that he has schizophrenia, he is not a schizophrenic. The former is attached to an identity while the latter is a label. A CampNaNoWriMo Novel