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My life

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bad boy drama high-school life romance struggles

My name is Nicole and ever since I was 12 I started going through being self- conscious , being shy , having depression and social anxiety. 

I can't be myself around new people , my best friends know about my problems and they are always there for me but my family on the other hand doesn't understand and I feel neglected by them , like a stranger in my own home - well my brother Glenn he at least cares for me and is the protective big bro I never had compared to my other brothers.

I used to be close to my brother but now that he's got a girlfriend he never has time for me anymore and we've been distant for a long time and it really hurts but he doesn't even know. He tries to find as much time possible to spend with me but I feel like my whole family hates me and wants nothing to do with me. 

Relationships please don't get me started , I'm a natural prone disaster when it comes to this. So I just act like a bitch to everyone, I make people stay away from me because I know what would happen - I'd get cheated on, end up broken, never want to fall in love again, trust too much and get used - thrown out like I'm a piece of shit, like I mean absolutely nothing.

but somewhere deep inside I wish someone apart from my best friends would understand how I feel just by looking into my eyes or seeing how fake my smile is. It would change everything.

........

Will she find someone who can see right through her , that will love her unconditionally , that will stay forever? And change the way she views herself as a person and not just a thing.



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For The Moment by eshaaaa__

My name is Nicole but people call me Nene. I'm a junior in high school ready to graduate and get out of Mississippi. Shxt can get hectic around here sometimes but right now this not the Life That I Dreamed Of. Im a 17yr old who has been living with my grandmother for basically all my life. I haven't seen my mom since I was 5 and my brother was 15 cause she be so caught work that she don't even have time for her own kids and she put us off on our grandma. My brother name is Malcolm, I barely get to see from time to time cause he be so caught up in the streets and making big moves. Last words he had every said to me was he love and that he wanted me to make something out of myself and to not let these fvck niggas be out breaking my heart. For the moment everything was going good in the beginning but now I see you can't always get the life you want and sometimes things can go how you planned it to be in the beginning but in the end things get worse and a lot of things change .

Safe by lion_queen

I always thought I was safe, you know? I mean, it wasn't really something I thought about before. It's not like I had a reason to worry about being particularly unsafe. I've always been perfectly normal anyways. Nothing exciting or dangerous happened to me. I was a plain Jane in every sense of the phrase, and nothing strange or particularly astonishing ever happens to people like me. My entire philosophy, however, was completely and drastically changed after being attacked and raped one night. I probably would have been killed if it weren't for Drake Collins, the closed off "tough guy" of my school. He came to my rescue, and reluctantly swore not to breathe a word to anyone. Unfortunately, my attacker escaped. It was after that, that I closed myself off from the few people that I did talk to before. My safety, my very sense of security, was violated. My world was swept out from under my feet. Drake stayed by my side the entire time, helping me through my struggles. He became the only one I could talk to or confide in, and was soon the only reason I woke up each morning. He kept me safe.

Rejected by the Alpha by Sky_Sky8

Sadness. That's what my life felt like before I left. Let's start with who I am. My name is Eden Rose, the Beta's daughter. I'm part of the Midnight Pack. I'm 17 years old and I have an older brother, Alex. I guess you would think that my life would be great considering that I'm the Beta's daughter, but that's definitely not the case. The entire pack treats me like trash, including my brother. I've been able to endure it for seventeen years, but I just couldn't take it anymore. Not when my mate didn't even want me. He's our future Alpha. I used to think that my mate would keep me safe. Love me. But, I couldn't have been more wrong. When Leo rejected me, I decided that that was the last straw. So I left. I left to try and have a new start. And I did. But, after a year, he found me. And when he did, he was more than a little surprised by, not just my appearance, but my personality as well. So, here's my story. [Warning: Sexual content]

Every Good Girl Needs A Bad Boy by gayestmermaid

Beth's life was simple: go through school to get out, meaning she does have to be a bit of a good-girl. Once she finds out that the high school crush of every pubescent girl is the son of her father's friend, she's suddenly treated like the Queen of England. Her routines change as she is no longer able to go through her senior year peacefully. Will everything go wrong? Will her life be changed by one of the hottest guys in school? Disclaimer: this story depicts bullying and abuse that I (a then 13 year old) was unbeknownst to exaggerated and socialized ignorance. I very much don't agree with some decisions to move the plot forward though the story isn't all that. For young women reading, the treatment and abuse of some of these characters is absolutely unacceptable and be aware of that. This is just a trigger warning.

Love with strings detached by M_scorpioxx

I put on a show only for him in front of hundreds of people. I bring one hand up to my hair flicking them to the other side, trailing that hand down to my sternum and then my boob as I keep swaying my hips from to side, bending my knees as I lower myself a bit to the ground before sharply standing up again and slowly spinning around, circling my hips. I run my hands through the back of my hair before nailing my gaze on his eyes, slowly walking up to him. I watch him as he wets his lips before biting his plumb bottom one, eyes trailing up my body. Once I reach him, I wrap my arms around his neck and run my fingers through his hair as I press my body up against his. His hands shoot out to grab me from my lower waist, pulling me even closer to him as he pushes a leg between mine, staring into my eyes. I turn my head to the side and brush my lips against his ear before licking and biting his earlobe the same way I did at the party before whispering a few words he was dying to hear. "Take me back to your place." ---------- Theo is a 20-year-old university student with a bad temper. Letting go of the past can be a difficult thing to do but a much-needed one to move on. Love is his greatest fear, something that's so beautiful yet can be so painful at times. Can you love someone even if you fear that feeling? Daisy is a 20-year-old university student with bad romance luck so far. An ugly breakup can put you off love or it can make you more determined to find the real deal. Getting recently out of a toxic relationship, a new one is the last thing she's looking for. Can you love someone that doesn't allow themselves to be loved? A romance filled with drama, passion and love.

My Life Changed When He Came by Tybalt17

I'm just a normal teenage girl... My name is Nicole Sparrow. I'm a junior in highschool and I'm at the top of my class. Everything was completely normal until he came. My whole life changed, it's like everything turned upside down and I don't know if it's a good thing. He's really cute and hot, like damn. But, how could I love someone so toxic? A lot of things have changed including myself, new people entered my life and some people left it. I must act like someone totally different to get my life back to the way it was. Even if it means putting someone behind bars.

Alphino Moonstone: Freshman Year by Lil_gay_bean

I go to a High School named Phoenix High School. It's a change from being homeschool since fourth grade. I'm a freshmen, and completely forgetting how the school system works. My best friend is someone I haven't ever met. CT. He is one of the kindest people you could ever meet and he is so confident and overall someone I'm glad to have as a best friend. Soon enough I'm the Alpha of the werewolf pack at our school. I have to deal with the angers, tempers, fights, and deal with my own problems all in one go. But what happens when my whole world gets turned upside down when I find out who CT is and the curse that traveled down my bloodline. I don't know how I'll get through four years of this.

My Alpha Mate by im_livinginafantasy

***I WROTE THIS BOOK WHEN I WAS 12!! IN 2012!!THERE ARE A LOT OF PLOT HOLES AND SOME THINGS MAKE NO SENSE. BY THE WAY THIS IS UNEDITED SO YES I KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AS WELL AS SPELLING. No I am not planning on editing this as I feel there is no point.*** Nicole is your regular teen. Well as regular as a werewolf can be. She found her mate and its no other than the future Alpha named Drew. All is a fairytale...well as close as a fairytale can be in our world...until they come across some old friends. And they were really good friends...or must I say in a relationship? What happens when both Drew and Nicole see their exes and realize they still have feelings for them? Will they ignore them or...flirt with them? What will happen to them as a couple. What else can you expect in this crazy werewolf life?

By My Side by gen3king

My name is Leo Benidict. I'm a high school student. I take honors classes, get decent grades I'm popular... kinda. I'm nice to people, but that doesn't mean my life is great. High school, heh, isn't this where awsome romances happen? Where people find themselves? Cause in my case, if become more and more unsure about myself, and my luck with girls... Bwahahaha! Ah well, I guess it doesn't matter. Things just don't pan out for me. Guess I'll just keeping doing my thing. I mean, I don't even care about getting laid. I just want someone to talk to, someone by my side. Someone I can talk to about my problems. Ah, well, I guess I should just get to class.

Behind My Blue Eyes by rasasvadautopia

I'm only 14 and my life is a mess. My mom died when I was 7 so my dad had the responsibility of raising 4 kids on his own. We all have secrets. I'm failing every single subject except gym and English. My 16 year old sister is trying to hide her pregnancy. My 17 year old brother is into drugs. And my 18 year old sister has lost 20 pounds in a few weeks because she won't touch any food. For the most part, my life sucks and my dad isn't home enough to care. On top of all of this, I'm left wondering if the boy I like will ever dump his girlfriend and realize that he likes me.

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For The Moment

My name is Nicole but people call me Nene. I'm a junior in high school ready to graduate and get out of Mississippi. Shxt can get hectic around here sometimes but right now this not the Life That I Dreamed Of. Im a 17yr old who has been living with my grandmother for basically all my life. I haven't seen my mom since I was 5 and my brother was 15 cause she be so caught work that she don't even have time for her own kids and she put us off on our grandma. My brother name is Malcolm, I barely get to see from time to time cause he be so caught up in the streets and making big moves. Last words he had every said to me was he love and that he wanted me to make something out of myself and to not let these fvck niggas be out breaking my heart. For the moment everything was going good in the beginning but now I see you can't always get the life you want and sometimes things can go how you planned it to be in the beginning but in the end things get worse and a lot of things change .