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Something Is Wrong With Me?

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angstpoetry depression drabble introvert isolation suicidalthoughts

Thoughts I've had that:
-make no sense,
-are extreme, even disgusting sometimes
-random but not in a fun way
-make me question my sanity.
These are literal examples of what my thought process has come to since my isolation has nearly consumed me. Dramatic, right?All Rights Reserved

angstpoetry depression drabble introvert isolation suicidalthoughts

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