*Warning* BoyxBoy, boy on boy action. If you don't like then don't read.
Palmer was 13, when he watched his mother struggle on her death bed. When she died he watched his father go insane. What Palmer didn’t know at the time though is that his father was planning something, something awful that makes Palmer choose between the ones closest to him.
Now, 3 years later, he’s living with his aunty Pat. That day still imprinted in his mind, haunting his dreams. The only place Palmer can feel safe again is in the woods, where he lets his mind roam wild. School is another story entirely. He’s bullied, teased and ignored all around school. Everyone knows his name and his sexuality, but not his story. Until a memorial day when he meets Elliot, a sex God that’s only in his dreams. There’s something different about Elliot, Palmer can tell he’s hiding something. Why else would a hunk like Elliot be interested in a guy like Palmer?
Palmers’ life starts to get on track until the bad boy by the name of Zach suddenly becomes interested in getting Palmer, no matter what it takes. Will Palmer have to choose again? If so can he handle it, or will he break under the pressure?
What if you committed suicide one day. After just one horrible day that set you off. You know, the bullies and the mean classmates who want to help but don't. And your crush refuses to help you one night. What if another woke up months later with no memory? You don't know who you are, nothing seems familiar. All you know is that something draws you to a boy who died months ago right before school ended. A lot of people care that he is dead, they feel responsible. Another boy catches your attention and you can't help but feel something for him. What if he's the answer to your problem but he won't talk about the dead boy? What if he does? Can you win over his trust and figure things out or will meeting him awaken something in you, you may or may not have known? or seen coming...