Depression Diary

This is a diary/journal where I will write my feelings. It is a way of writing down how I feel and expressing my emotions with others. I am not doing this publically for sympathy and attention I am doing this so I can show other people suffering from depression, anxiety, self-harm and any other metal disorder. I want people to know that they are not alone with these illnesses. Although I cant talk because I feel as though I am alone in this as well, I guess this is a way for me to see if I am really alone in this or if people were right and there are others going through this. I also want to point out that this isn't going to be like a diary where I say what happened and how it went I am going to express the bad thing that happened because this is a depression diary where I express things that are making me feel worse again. Throughout this diary there will be some of my fuckups and thing that I have done wrong please do not comment on them and point them out because that, for me, is a trigger.
As this is an anonymous diary, the names i use will be made up and i am not willing to send you pictures of my scars or show you what i look like.