Why I Cut
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Alex is a young girl with a cocky and always happy personality, everyone she knows thinks of her as the happiest person ever.... But she isn't. She hides her problems deep and locks them away waiting for them to explode inside of her but what happens when she meets a boy who makes her wanna fly.... But will she push him away too?
"You don't mean it, you can't... love isn't real!" She whispers mostly to herself as she strains holding the tears back clenching to the out of sight scars on the back of her arm.
"It is... What your feeling right now, a pain from nothing but the thought of me leaving.. that must be love because it's something I've never felt before you" He whispers in her ear as he places his hands over hers.
"~and i know because i love you Alexandra"
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