Addicted
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Last published Thu, Jul 21, 2016
I never understood how people become addicted to drugs. The thought of becoming so dependent to something to the point you can't function used to scare me. Becoming so addicted that you can't think stright, sleep, or live without that addiction is a powerful feeling. Sometimes I regret that first taste. That first high. But I could never give it up. The thought alone scares me like no other. A lot of people would suggest rehab, but there's no rehab for my drug of choice. Besides, my drug couldn't hurt me anymore than I could hurt him.
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