Its been 15 years since I talked to him. 15 whole year since I let go of him. Since I let the love of my life go. I've regretted it ever since. I missed his presence. More than anything. Im now 30 years old. That's all alone with nothing. And he would now be 33 years old. With a beautiful wife and everything else. I missed him so much over the years. It felt like I was hallow inside. Like there was nothing. I tried dating others. But I loved him. And him only.