Hannah & Emelia
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Hi our names have been changed in this book so these aren't our real names.
Anyways this book will be our experiences with Mental Health Illnesses with Emelia insighting on Social Anxiety and Me (Kxx or Hannah) insighting on Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, 3 voices and Bi-Polar disorder. We also both will be sharing our experiences with self harm and Emelia with mild bullying and me with full scale bullying.
So if you want to read some fucked up stuff here it is........
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