In The Life Of a Depressed Soul

Hey, my names Avery May. I've decided to tell my life story. My parents are divorced, due to the fact that my father has cheated on my mom, my mom has a drinking problem, and more problems they have had. My aunt has been a very important part of my life and took me in as a very young child, considered her as my mom...that is till December 14th, 2014 when I was told that she had passed away. My oldest brother Brian committed suicide when I was 7 years old. I have no stable grandparents, they have all passed away except one of my grandmothers, but she does not claim me. Between the ages of 5-7 I was abused by a former family friend who was supposed to be caring for me and one of my sisters. At a very young age I was diagnosed with PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder), it causes me to have anxiety attacks, flash backs, and other mental side effects. I also have bi-polar disorder and schizophrenia (a disorder that causes me to have hallucinations, hear or see things that aren't really there, get very paranoid as though I lose my touch in reality, etc. I have had multiple eating disorders throughout life. And I also self-harm.