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ashes | ashton irwin

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in which a girl named tori writes letters to a sick boy named ashton whom she is in love with; yet also happens to be her best friend.
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tw ;; depression & heavy language
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"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I thought I would never have! Seriously. When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and just think about you. Ok? Luke I just need to see you and I promise it'll be ok." *TRIGGER WARNINGS*

Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but, he is afraid of a few judgements being made. Luke is trapped inside his own little box, bubbling up the thoughts of confessing his feelings for Ashton. However, each time he tries, he ends up creating lies after lies, which the older lad believes. Will Ashton finally see through Luke's lies, or will he stay oblivious to the fact that Luke is in love with him? - • Started - September 22nd, 2014 • • Finished - June 23rd, 2015 • - ** this is one of the first fanfictions I ever wrote. It's not great. Read at your own risk.. **

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Meeting someone at your lowest point who understands the struggle you're facing can be everything, until your struggles become the reasons you're hurting each other... how do you keep on trying to move forward when all you want is to fix the things in your past..? *** Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction **please see info page for list of triggers and other important things to know before/during reading **

I thought I had everything I could have ever dreamt of, the job, the house and you. But then you walked out on me and I don't know how to start over. You were everything I wanted, everything I needed and now you're gone. --------- Highest rank: #1 lukehemmings but it's an ashton irwin fanfic

Beside You | A Luke Hemmings Fanfic by Zoe_is_a_penguin

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A story about a girl who falls in love with a boy of the name Luke Hemmings. If you guys have questions about the story DM me on Twitter, Hysteric_Hemmo Also I'm still editing every chapter. Like I go back and reread stuff just to edit.

The Only Reason

"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I thought I would never have! Seriously. When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and just think about you. Ok? Luke I just need to see you and I promise it'll be ok." TRIGGER WARNINGS

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