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ashes | ashton irwin

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Parts 21
Time 26m

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in which a girl named tori writes letters to a sick boy named ashton whom she is in love with; yet also happens to be her best friend.
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tw ;; depression & heavy language
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5secondsofsummer 5sos ashton ashtonirwin band calum calumhood depression fanfic irwin justwriteit letters love luke lukehemmings michaelclifford romance sad suicide wattys2016

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