True Emotions
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This is more of a talk to myself, but if you want to read it you can. To those that continue to the words of what I put, this is of the struggle I have of pushing people and things away from my life. Things I do because I always feel I deserve less no matter what. In other words, just another published virtual book talking about the emotional struggles of the author's life
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There is a war raging within me, a constant battle between what I know and what I feel. My priorities became a blur after you happened, and absence never felt so real.
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