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Crazy (BoyxBoy)

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I have to believe the crazy isn't there. 

That's probably how I'll survive my own mind, that's probably how I'll become a functioning member of society. 

Probably. 

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I'm 20 and I live with my parents and baby sister. I'm on a strict diet of 4 pills every five hours, and I work at a bakery. I'm your typical 90's baby. Except for the fact that there's something wrong with my head and I see and hear things that aren't always real. But that's okay most days. Some days, though, I feel like the world is on my shoulders. 

Like whenever I see the man in the black robe. 

No, really. I'm fine. I'm not crazy. It's just that my hallucinations are getting bad--life threatening, even. And my new boss is out to get me. And my parents are fighting. And I kind of get the feeling that everything's my fault and everyone hates me. 

I'm not crazy, am I?All Rights Reserved

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Collision {BoyxBoy & FIN} by -yxungest

"we accept the love we think we deserve." ― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower Oli Black got himself in some deep trouble, and he can't get out. He wakes up in a hospital, with a strange man and woman worrying about him. Oli would have been happy to see that his best friend Jose cared about him, and he would be at home, letting people pamper his broken body if there wasn't one (tiny) problem. His body is not his body. He is trapped inside of a girl's body, with a family he doesn't know, and a best friend who is madly in love with him. Or her. As a teen boy dealing with a girl's hygiene and emotions, friendship, family, and his only best friend, Oli is in for a hell of a ride in S(he) Wears a Flower Crown. *Title before was S{he} Wears a Flower Crown* other cover designers: @AlleyMcAllister, @Aasma, @prosetry, @nightpiece, @westafricxn, @sam-smith Summary edited by: @XxLadyCxX

Love: Fighting Depression(boyxboy) by ItsJustinAveryy

This story and it's characters are basically full of my own insecurities and fears, so yeah enjoy. If you start getting anxiety because of it I am so sorry, and know that I am here for you. I understand all the pain of bull crap so many have to deal with, on top of rigorous classes and a mental disorder. Eden is your typical American teenager... Kind of. His family hates him. He hates him. His old friends hate him. His old boyfriend hates him. Basically everyone he's grown up with in his hometown hates his god damn guts. All because he's gay, stupid right? As always, in almost every single story ever, something happens that will change his life forever... Ohohoh so spooky and mysterious and stuff okay bye end of description of story. I am currently in the midst of rewriting this story, so go to my profile and check out My Name is Eden(which is the name of the revised version of the book :D)

I JUST WANT YOU TO LIKE ME | ✓ by mygoodbones

Miles Hoàng's life is perfect. He has the perfect best-friend-slash-boyfriend-slash-bane-of-his-existence, Ziri Meziani. They live in a perfect (if a little cramped) apartment above a Nepalese restaurant they get food from at a discount whenever they're both too lazy to cook. He has a perfect (meaning decent) job with a nice (meaning decent) boss and cool (meaning decent) coworkers at an Amazon warehouse - which means he has to listen to people's complaints about their deliveries being late every time he bothers to socialise as if that's something he has any control over. And sure, his family still think being gay is a phase he'll grow out of. And he has to listen to debates about how queer marriage will irrevocably destroy British society every time he tries to watch the news. And panic attacks start pouncing on him without warning when he's supposed to be the normal one. But otherwise, his life is perfect. Miles has compartmentalised his mind with an efficiency his recovering-hoarder-become-neat-freak mother would be proud of. If somebody were to walk into his mind, they would find a clean house full of natural sunlight and not much else. His grandparents are in one room, his dad's coffin in another, his mother asleep in the third. Even Ziri - especially Ziri - is quarantined from the rest because sometimes there are roars in the basement no amount of music can cover up and Miles has no plan of inviting anyone down those stairs. Until he crams the basement so full that demons start climbing out. Turns out, the walls between his compartments are paper mache. [manxman] [new adult general fiction]

It Starts With Tiramisu |✓| by -rosebvd

I have a perfect job, a new perfect apartment. What could get better? I'm only 28 and life has been awesome. But the constant misdelivery of tiramisu cakes at my door step is getting to me. I mean who orders 2 tiramisu cakes every week?? I was going to complain when it became ridiculous at one point but then I saw him. My neighbor, the cute little college freshman with big brown doe eyes. The one that orders all the cakes || This is a ManxBoy story with light BDSM aspects ||

Beneath The Surface by rainxroses

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Locked In by MichaelaCilley

You don't believe me anyways. You don't see me throwing away my inhibitions or filling up my online shopping cart. You don't see me diving into new life goals and careers and areas of study. You don't see my cry to myself in the car when my chest sinks in and my head gets crushed in a vice. You don't feel the panic in my stomach whenever I must make human contact. And you sure don't see how hard I try. How I wake up every morning and apply my mask. My work mask- to conceal all of this. But.... It's been the same mask for many years And my mask is wearing thin. My sadness, my anger, my paranoia and grand euphoria are trying to become a part of your world too. A world where it's not welcome. A world where it's not understood, where it's frowned upon.

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Smoke Rings (bXb)[complete] by XsimplysarahX

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"we accept the love we think we deserve." ― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower Oli Black got himself in some deep trouble, and he can't get out. He wakes up in a hospital, with a strange man and woman worrying about him. Oli would have been happy to see that his best friend Jose cared about him, and he would be at home, letting people pamper his broken body if there wasn't one (tiny) problem. His body is not his body. He is trapped inside of a girl's body, with a family he doesn't know, and a best friend who is madly in love with him. Or her. As a teen boy dealing with a girl's hygiene and emotions, friendship, family, and his only best friend, Oli is in for a hell of a ride in S(he) Wears a Flower Crown. Title before was S{he} Wears a Flower Crown other cover designers: @AlleyMcAllister, @Aasma, @prosetry, @nightpiece, @westafricxn, @sam-smith Summary edited by: @XxLadyCxX