PATIENCE OR DEAL

When the life is a way easy but you yourself make it difficult
When no one understands you and you take some risky steps in your life
When you know you are wrong but you kept denying it for some purpose
When you know the only way to deal with the problem is patients but you got scared from "deals"
These are some of the thoughts of my own and beloved 21 year old Arsala Ahmed my very own first imaginary character who don't like marriages in spite of being a greater muslimah and a hijabi Its not like she hate marriages from the core of her heart of course she is a hijabi and she know that this relation have its own and a greater status and position in Islam but for what make her worry that how in her surroundings the relation with full of comfort and love and is treated like a business and deal .
She don't have a choice to go each and every person and then give them a long lectures of the true and successful marriages ,just bestowing her hands down in front of that society which is just have wrong views regarding this sensitive relation she decided that now it's a time to prove herself no matter how her heart will go against her She will do what her soul will tell her to do she realised that it was a time in her life that She was once the part of that disgusting society but now She will leave it as soon as She will prove herself and thoughts and the real battle will be arise at that moment when she and the society will fight each other on that day she will throw her fear under the ground and will allow the courteous confidence to enter her body and support her she will not fight against the people who think they are right but She will fight with those who think that they are right and do their so called right with others In spite they are deliberately wrong
Now my dear readers just join Arsalah in her life ride .......