Afraid

That one day will replay in my mind forever. Nightmare after nightmare. I was getting better, I stopped thinking about it, I was moving on. I want to move on, but now it's worse than ever. The smallest things remind me of what happened. No matter how hard I try not to remember, its no use. But when I meet a boy things look good for me, but then take a turn for the worst. Will my life ever stay happy? I don't want t to live in this dark place anymore.