Unwillingly.

My name is Jessica.
My parents abandoned me when I desperately needed them.
I had no brothers nor sisters to defend me. As young and naive as I used to be, I got on a really long roller coaster in which there is no coming back.
Every time I try to regain my shit together I end up messing it all up once again. With a new stranger in my bed.
What destroyed me was my best friend on whom I trusted. We had sex against my will. My best friend RAPED ME.