it wasn't you
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Dan Howell has reached the best point of his life so far. He has over 5 million subscribers on youtube, a loving boyfriend for almost 8 years, and the greatest fan base he could ask for. When a sudden mental illness comes back after 3 years of its disappearance, Dan struggles to find the reason of being alive. Except this time, the one person that saved him can't seem to do it again.
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