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Nobody (On Hold)

LilMissIMperfection

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LilMissIMperfection

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"You say you know my story, but have you actually read the words..."

-Kelsey

***

Kelsey James, a shy girl with a sweet smile. Innocence is her downfall. Kindness is her sentence. People in her school take her for granted, using her as an outlet. She lives in a world filled with only pain and suffering, only glimpses of happiness through her music.

Axel Storm, a boy with an attitude and a personality to match. He takes no crap from anyone, yet this rebel can be sweet. Meeting Kelsey allows him to see everything in a new light. No matter how much a person smiles, they can still be truly broken on the inside. Can Axel fix her before it's too late.

***

"Who are you?" Axel questions, slowing down as he runs closer. 

I smile tight lipped at him, my face unable to form a real one. Thoughts swirl through my head, each one more depressing than the last. Who am I? Nothing. Nobody. A worthless waste of space on this planet. 

"Nobody..." I reply in a barely audible whisper, "I'm sorry."All Rights Reserved

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Six degrees of separation-ENG by NotFreddie

It's not easy to erase Harry from his life, certainly not when they live in the same building and they still happen to meet by chance in the hall or the elevator. Seeing him again always has the same effect on Louis, just like the very first time they met: a warm and enveloping grip on his stomach, a tingling feeling of electricity under his skin, a thousand heartbeats per minute. He will never be able to shake off the emotion that that face, those eyes and that smile cause him, a total upheaval: Louis always thinks about Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler, of the destructive, fully devouring love, toxic for those who live it depicted in its lyrics. Like Catherine and Heathcliff from Wuthering Heights, like Harry and he in real life.

The Love That Saved a Life by lazyjellybean01

"Why are you here, Kelsey?" Tamara says worriedly. Tamara's parents are my parents best friends. They all grew up together here in this place. "I need you to give this to Steph," I hand her the sealed envelope I've had ready for months. I rewrote it and put it in an envelope and now he's going to get It. "What is it?" She questions. "Just please?" I ask her, "please, there's one for you too, but you can't read it till tomorrow." I wrote a total of four letters. One for my mom, Steph, Tamara, and Jeremy. "Here's yours. Just please don't read it till tomorrow." "Okay..." she says as I walk away and get into my car. . . . Kelsey, am eighteen year old senior in high school, suffering through depression, heartache, and betrayal. Through her multiple attempts and self harm, she has no idea what life will throw at her next. But when her and her boyfriend, Jeremy, fall out, it gives her an opportunity to find true love and happiness. But when her best friend is the one she loves, will she tell him and risk everything? As all of this goes on, a bigger danger begins to unfold for Kelsey, one that could risk her life and make her lose everything and everyone she loves.

Waiting For Tomorrow by ALuvLikeWar

TRIGGER WARNING STRONG CORSE LANGUAGE I am just a shell of what used to be, nothing but an empty discarded soul searching for hope in this decrepit world. I remember when I was younger, when I used to swing on swings at the park so high as if I were trying to reach the sky. Now i'm here at the park just sitting here, slightly swinging back and fourth keeping my feet on the ground with tears streaming down my face. Why is the world so cruel? Every single day is a never ending hell, a nightmare. Everything I love...Gone. When you're stuck and you have no where else to go, what do you do? A suicidal, self harming girl, Silva is facing the traumatising experience of bullying. Her only friend recently killed herself so she no longer has anyone to turn to. When a new guy, (NOTE: THIS IS NOT A ROMANCE STORY) Tyler joins her school, he is quite nice to Silva yet Silva does not quite trust him, she doesn't trust anyone, she doesn't even talk to anyone. Can Silva trust Tyler? Will things get better for Silva or will they only get worse? Will Silva ever recover from the things she goes through?

Flat White Rum by alcoholandcaffeine

Globetrotter Ingrid gets a fabulous fresh start when her job takes her to Melbourne, Australia. Here she meets wise and sweet Oliver, who makes her forget she doesn't have a heart. This successful stability prompts Ingrid to accept an invitation to her high school's ten-year reunion and face down her childhood demons. Old habits are hard to kill, though, and a shocking death in her rundown home village puts her new life on the line. Torn between her commitment to Oliver and the lure of a charismatic bad boy, Ingrid finds herself at a dangerous crossroads. It's all or nothing, and she never wants to go back to nothing. *** Content warning: This story contains mature content and deals with or references the following themes - alcohol abuse, childhood abuse, suicidal thoughts, sexual assault. Reader discretion is advised. *** Gorgeous cover by @lxcksmith

Shattered Hearts by theRaeofSunshine2

"Are you French? Because Eiffel for you." I say to her. She laughs. I can't even explain how my much I love her breathtaking taking laugh. The way her eyes squirt at the corners. Her nose scrunches up just a little bit. A light pink blush spreads across her face. She is perfect. I think it goes without question. I love her. Avyanna: a friendly, pretty,and smart girl. She will do anything to achieve her dreams. While continuously fighting the demons of her past. Grey: A handsome, smart, and athletic boy. Still mourning the loss of his late brother, he is moved to a new city. Starting over again. Avyanna and Grey have both suffered from a terrible past. They both struggle with opening and expressing their emotions to others. When their journalism teacher pairs them together for a writing assignment about one another, they become acquaintances. Will this lead to something bigger? And most importantly will they find solace in one another?

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Astrid by _howAboutNope_

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Arms by TrulyEnchanted

"Thanks..." I mumbled. "For what?" Lucas asked, staring at me; with his eyebrows furrowed. "For being a good person. There are not a lot of people out there like that." I told him, referring to mostly everyone at school. "Of course there are, Macey. You're just not looking in the right place." ---- Macey Owens isn't exactly popular. Scratch that, she isn't popular at all. In fact, she has absolutely no friends. Being the school's outcast doesn't exactly earn you a spot at the popular table with the elite Lexi Abrams and her crew. Just the opposite, in fact. So when Macey bumps into sweet and quirky Lucas Matthews, after one of Lexi's tauntings, she expects him to walk away like everyone else. But what happens when he doesn't? What happens when he wants to save her from Lexi? And more importantly: save her from herself? All Rights Reserved ©2013 ItsOctober3rd Inspired by Christina Perri's song: Arms ((If you are suicidal and easily triggered, I strongly suggest you don't read for your safety))

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A Perfect Circle cover

Six degrees of separation-ENG

It's not easy to erase Harry from his life, certainly not when they live in the same building and they still happen to meet by chance in the hall or the elevator. Seeing him again always has the same effect on Louis, just like the very first time they met: a warm and enveloping grip on his stomach, a tingling feeling of electricity under his skin, a thousand heartbeats per minute. He will never be able to shake off the emotion that that face, those eyes and that smile cause him, a total upheaval: Louis always thinks about Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler, of the destructive, fully devouring love, toxic for those who live it depicted in its lyrics. Like Catherine and Heathcliff from Wuthering Heights, like Harry and he in real life.