My friends real diary entries starting in the 5th grade and going all the way up to our high shool years. Follow her writings and experience the real rawness in her diaries going through everything from bullying, many mental illneses, eating disorders, suicide, self harm, sex, abuse, drugs, money, emotional abuse, peer pressure, loss, going through family divorces, alcohol, her dark feelings and thoughts and her strive for absolute popularity and perfection.