THE WEIRD ME.

after a long monotonous day you come back to your residing area all drenched up with sweat and there you hear your warden in charge of you to hurry up .and it being so obvious that in a haste i do so many things that i just have to undo things from the very instance i began.what more can u except in a boarding school,there is barely any time to sit n have a long gossip with your friends.sometimes when i am all by myself i really wonder how can i just be so engrossed in everything that i cant possibly take out time for myself.my day begins with our matron just trying to wake us up with a smile and she being highly patient just manages to deal with our unexpected reactions. half of the us(girls) dressed up inappropriately and the others just not least bothered about the rest .brushing my teeth was a very tedious job and don't speak about dressing up because my school uniform was just out of place and my shoes were unpolished.i tried to cope with time but i couldnt i was always considered to be "late"
i was just a girl
who wanted to be treated like a pearl
couldn't be of much worth,
once was considered jolly and full of mirth
but now i just feel like a burden on the earth
tell me what to do..
i wish i could start fresh and anew
to turn my life in something beyond this gloom
because i don't want to face the reality that is true.
i feel so dejected and unwanted right now
all day long u can see me frown
without a reason which was there and now is gone
please help me out of this depressing moment
i cant just get over all my torments
give me a helping hand so that i could stand upright
with some faith and peace in my mind.