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SilentTearsOfGold

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SilentTearsOfGold

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Welcome to Starlighton, a town in the middle of nowhere where nothing ever happens. Until now. 

Zara Jackson is your average 18 year old, but with the passion for music and a voice that will take your breath away. 

Conah Blue is the definition of perfect - pearly smile, velvety voice and disheveled hair; except one thing: he's a Grade A Jerk. 

When Conah's band come to Starlighton and his eyes just happen to meet Zara's, a whole world of possibilities unveils. There is an undeniable spark between them, but Conah's huge ego does nothing to help. 

Much to Zara's surprise, Conahs' band are there to stay, and Zara finds her world turned upside down with four gorgeous assholes stuck to her hip.

Will the hands of fame tear them apart?

Or will Zara and Conah find something other than an unlikely friendship in the months they share?All Rights Reserved

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Fake Dating The Bad Boy

"Come on Austin. Please delete the video!" "No way." He smirks, "That'll be too easy." "What do you want from me?" "I need you to be my fake girlfriend." "What! No way in hell." "Fine then I'll just send this to everyone in school." "Okay fine I'll do it," I roll my eyes and he smirks, "but there's rules." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Emma Princeton(18 years old) is a normal teenage girl except she's lost a lot and has a shocking past that only a few people know about. She's not a nerd, although she gets good grades, she has a lot of friends but she's not one of the "populars". Austin King(also 18 just a couple months older), the schools bad boy. The top one in the "populars" group. He's known for dating girls for a day or two then breaking their hearts and tossing them to the side. Never thinking about them again. But what happens when Emma finds herself in a situation where Austin has a certain leverage over her and needs a fake girlfriend that's presentable to his mother and not one of his usual flings? What happens when Emma agrees, will they fall in love? Or will he just use her and break her heart like all the other girls that he's dated? There's a thin line between love and hate.