Thantophobia.The fear of losing someone you love.
The fear that drove you almost insane after a bad accident,in which your Parents and two little siblings died in.They died in a fire,which was caused by a gas leak.You,infact,managed to escape the blazing house of yours intact,with no injuries,nor burns.
The fear,that haunts you everyday.
The fear,that makes you distance yourself from everyone.
The fear,that made you HATE yourself for not dying with them.
The fear...that made you climb this mountain...MT.Ebott.
The fear...that is now driving you to possible suicide.
The fear.........called,Thantophobia.
"What was once lost,Cant be recovered so easily."
Is what you tell yourself everytime you think of talking to someone.
The only thing left from your parents is a Ring.
This ring is special,as whenever you tried taking it off,it wouldn't budge.You litterally tried before ANY possible but not harmful way to get the ring off of your finger(pointer finger).
[I'll put the pic of the Ring in the 1'st Chapter]
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'Ey,guys.Im Artheus,probably known as Arkas' brother.She kept telling me how fun it is to write and such,so i decided to make an WattPad Account!
Hope you'll like this story.
By the way,this story contains:Self Harm,Suicide Attempts,Depression,Romance,Yaoi,And the Undertale Characters(Mostly the main ones).
(Adult Lazarus here - I wrote this when I was like 14 years old. Forgive me.)
Sometimes life gets to the point where you feel like you're a paper airplane.
One minute you're soaring, feeling as if nothing could ever get you down.
But then the next thing you know, you're falling slowly and nothing that you can do can possibly help you.
You end up falling and crashing into whatever's below you and the heights that you had once reached.
Then it starts all over again - becoming a vicious cycle.
Someone picks you back up and throws you, making you soar yet again.
But then they watch as you fall, not stopping you or saving you from the hard impact you meet with the ground.
The process repeats itself over and over and there's no way you can stop it.
After all, you're made of paper - you're delicate, fragile.
You're thrown, you soar, you fall, you're picked back up, then it happens all over again until you break - becoming bent and broken from your head to your toes.
Until you crash so much that you're ruined - then you're thrown away.
At those times, you know that you at least have one person who will fix you.
He calls you his queen, as any king would whilst in power of the empire you both strive to build together.
This person is your home - your empire.
- #6 in Quotes [03.12.21]
- #2 in Sans [10.21.21]
- Undertale does not belong to me.
- Artwork/Music does not belong to me.
- Also, I apologize for any of the spelling errors. I type quickly and so I do not really realize if I misspell a word or two. Sometimes I do go back and edit out the mistakes with spelling and such.