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Have you ever felt pain? Like the pain that makes you want to throw up a million time.
Ristell Cassie Kutch is the girl behind the the books and the girl who hates to express herself to others. She's funny, kind, beautiful but doesn't notice who she is on the inside and out.
When things are already horrible for her things start to twist and bite her in the ass real hard. When her parents decide to get a divorce she feels as if she has lost everything, like that one teddy bear your parents decided to give away because you were growing up. Her mom starts to abuse her verbally and something stirs up inside her and she shuts everything out.
Ristell has a hell of a life and has three siblings to care for while this catastrophe is going down, she has to stay strong but her ability of courage and strength is failing her big time.
Something happens with school and at home with the divorce, Ristell breaks down and just wants to die. Scream. Cry. Panic, all the things she was so afraid to do because she knew in her heart she wasn't a baby. She locks off and is entered into a world she has never seen before, it's where all the "messed up people go" but it's for the people who care about the world, the people who want to make CHANGE in this world for bullying and war this is the place Ristell is meant to be but she doesn't think so.
As she is in this different world she starts to feel normal like regular 16 year olds should be. Along the way she finds love in both worlds but who will she pick? This world we live in today or the other so called world.
This story is not your typical fall in love and get married story, this is about Ristell and her journey to what the real world is, everything is meant for a reason in life and sometimes you have to go through the hard way to get the message of life and learning.
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