Looking For A Reason
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Dokončeno, poprvé publikováno čvc 27, 2016
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I lasted all of one week before I caved in and started writing the voices in my head again. 

### SPOILERS AHEAD FOR THE MOVIE ###

This takes place over a year after the HBO Looking movie ended. Patrick left for Texas with Richie. Kevin left for London with Jon. But they are my OTP so how could I let them stay so far apart? 

This will not make any sense if you do not know the show. I don't explain the history. If you want to know how I feel about Kevin, I wrote a whole story from his POV called 'How Did We Get Here'. 

Also, this is M/M fan fiction.
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Tayson's Triangle (Kingston Series #4) ✔️ od unknownn2020
Části: 45 Dokončeno Pro dospělé
Kingston Series #4 THE FOURTH BOOK OF THE KINGSTON SERIES! FINAL ORIGINAL BOOK IN SERIES! Tayson Kingston has had the perfect life, after bring adopted and loved unconditionally by her family she follows in her mother's footsteps and becomes a nurse. With an assload of NFL players in her family Tayson doesn't want that type of love. She meets a sweet guy named Hampton who sweeps her off of her feet, the only problem, she's still madly in love with Connor Hayes, the guy who broke her heart three years ago. Struggling with this and depression, she tries to find her way and it all leads back to him, the guy she loves. She's caught between who she needs and who she can't live without, and that leads her down the hard and long journey of love. *I do NOT own the cover photo* *Mature Scenes and themes* ~~~~ Fuck, no I don't, I need to stop, I can't let this happen. I can't let him hurt me again, he rubs my ass in his palms as I moan, holy damn I love his hands. My breathing picks up as he changes the sides of my neck and starts kissing the other side. He lifts my dress up and exposes me in nothing but my underwear as he grips my bare skin under his palms. I can't help but grip his hair harder as he rubs across the skin on them. I'm on fire and I know I'm leaking I'm so fucking wet. I stop moaning when I hear footsteps, "Tayson?" I hear as I look up, Hampton. Oh my god, I just cheated on Hampton, in my parents house. I push Connor away as I readjust next dress and stand directly up. I walk into the bathroom and rinse my face and swollen lips, I just cheated on him. I'm no better than Connor. I don't even speak to Connor as I walk back into the room and readjust my hair. "You can't act like you didn't love what we just did" he says as he walks over to me and grabs my face in his hands.
"Dumb and Stupid" od Elzaik
Části: 13 Dokončeno
If one of the creators tells me to take down this book, I will. Just know that I don't check notifications here very often. I wrote this story as a joke, but I will warn you that the writing looks more serious. The NOTICE at the beginning explains everything, so I recommend reading it before starting the story. Original Description: Out of YouTube, Tommy is a normal British boy, but one day, one of his best internet friends moves to his area and starts going to the same school as him. Everything's chill at first, but then Tommy starts realizing the small things that his friend does. He notices the small, cute, unimportant details. And all of a sudden, Tommy realizes that he's developed feelings. He doesn't like it one bit, especially since there's one minor difference between the two. I'm going through the book and cleaning everything up right now to just all-around make it more presentable and state the disclaimers in a more organized and thought-out manner, but I found this in the description and I find it funny, so I'm going to keep it. I don't know when I wrote this, but here it is: i can't delete the book at this point. it's already embedded in the web. this book is the bane of my existence. it is what keeps me up at night. please, i beg of you, only read this ironically. the amount of ship comments i've read make me regret my stupid 13-year-old self's choice to make this. honestly i love the ocs i have in this story but i can't think of them without thinking of THIS. anyways, have a great day.
Lovestruck // Richie x reader od staticpuker
Části: 18 Dokončeno Pro dospělé
You've been friends with Bill since diapers! And when he started his friend group you gladly joined it. Of course,some more people were added to your group,and you didn't mind much. As the time passes you and a certain trashmouth "bond" a little..okay a lot. You both develop feelings and you two know you like eachother,but apparently overthinking gets in the way. You fought a killer clown,which made your life flash before your eyes at a sudden moment of your almost death. After that you and the losers upgrade your hideout. After a few years you have to leave Derry because your dad decided to get custody of you for some reason. Before you move,you tell all the losers. That didn't turn out too good. After 3 years,you move back,because CPS had been called. That didn't end up well. ○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○● "What the fuck?!" Richie yelled as you told the losers the bad news. "So you're leaving Derry?! Is that all we mean to you,is that what I mean to you?!" He snapped as he got up. At this point your eyes were filled with tears. "I didn't make that choice Rich!" You yelled back. "R-R-Rich-Richie-" Bill tried to protect you in some way but got cut off. "You too Bill?! Honestly I don't give a fuck anymore!" Richie left the hideout. You wiped your tears as the losers stared in shock. You shot a smile at them. "Let's hope we'll meet again." You said as you opened the hatch. "B-b-bye Y-Y-/N." Bill said. You smiled and left. ⚠️ I DO NOT OWN THE MOVIE IT AND I DONT OWN YOU EITHER! ⚠️ TW: Mention of gore,suicide,death,blood,mature language,horrible dad jokes,pedophillia,abuse,bullying and more. don't wonder why I might start changing the way I write chapters,it's called ⭐developing⭐ Anyways without further a doodle doo let's go :D THEY FUCKING REMOVED IT FROM NETFLIX SO IF I GET ANYTHING WRONG TELL ME.
Reject (mxm) od isabella_kai
Části: 49 Dokončeno
Paranormal Romance (Werewolf) You know that movie Jerry Maguire? It's about this sports agent who got fired for suddenly having a conscience. Anyway, there's this very romantic scene by the end of the movie when Jerry made this very heartfelt and passionate declaration to his wife. Those words would melt you into a puddle and make you burst into tears thinking, "I want to have that kind of love!" Well that very sweet scene did not happen on this story, not all of it anyway. Don't get me wrong it was heart wrenching, very much so, and there was a passionate declaration. But instead of saying the oh so loving, oh so sweet and oh so scripted "I love you. You complete me..." like Jerry did in the movie, my 'mate', the other half of my soul and the one who 'completes' me said, "I hate you. I wish you were dead!" He said it with disgust and anger burning in his eyes. He didn't run into my arms like he was supposed to, he ran away from it. But who could blame him? Jerry Maguire was right. We live in a cynical world and we work on a business of tough competitors. Why would my mate want to be with me? He'd be shunned and be forever laughed at. Aside from the fact that I was male, I'm basically useless to him because I'm a werewolf who can't phase. He's an alpha. He could have anyone he wants. And me, well, I'm on the bottom of the pack, the runt of the litter. The council didn't know what to do with me. They couldn't kill me since it could drive my mate insane, even if he didn't want me. I can't kill myself because it would probably have the same effect on him. I have to live but I can't be with my mate and my pack. So I made it easier for everyone, I ran away. I always believed in the saying "Out of sight, out of mind." What I didn't consider was the possibility that they'd come after me and forcefully bring me back.
Back to you od nali_an
Části: 21 Dokončeno
"Your body speaks louder than your words,"- he said adamantly. "Your beautiful face is trying to hide emotions, but your eyes are giving you away." He got even closer. "I know you feel it too," - his voice was getting barely audible, "But there's a war going on in your heart and in your head." ______________________________________ "I'll take care of everything, and you just be with me,"- he said in a whisper ______________________________________ "You're very beautiful," - Arthur said, and after a moment added, "I wish you could see yourself the way I see you." ______________________________________ "Don't you see? I always choose you. You're even more important to me than I am to myself," - he said. ______________________________________ The unexpected meeting of two people who once loved each other is fatal. It will definitely revive the old feeling, that seemed to have passed a long time ago. It turned the lives of the characters upside down, making it even more painful. Arthur Medson is confident, charming, talented and calm. He always achieved everything on his own, successful business, money, foundation. But everything changes instantly when, thirteen years later, he accidentally meets his first and only love again, which he so stupidly lost. Kornelia Harris is smart, beautiful and intelligent. She always dreamed of doing art. Now her wish has come true, because she is going to marry the most influential person in this area. These people seemed to be living their best lives. They were rich, successful, and had achieved what they had always dreamed about. But a chance meeting from the past gave them an opportunity to fix past mistakes. Are they ready to sacrifice everything for love?
Forever is Crashing Down on Me (Austin Carlile) od clearly_delaney1245
Části: 17 Dokončeno
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CRIMINAL od AelinIvy
Části: 14 Dokončeno Pro dospělé
COMPLETE "I don't love you anymore, Kane." I lie as I try to look him in the eyes. This however makes Nekane grin as he looks at me with amusement. "If you didn't love me anymore, you would've fucked different men in the past year," He says, taking a few steps closer. "If you didn't love me," He's now standing in front of me, his face close to mine. "You wouldn't have let me fuck you raw last night and you certainly wouldn't have let me cum inside of you," He says, his gaze falling to my lips. My breath hitches and I can feel my heartbeat speed up. "if you didn't still love me, you would've never let me get this close," He smirks as he blows a little air in my face. Juliane Davis-Harris met the love of her life at a young age during college. Nekane Harris. She loved him more than life itself and when he proposed to her on their graduation she couldn't answer any different than yes. Life with him was perfect and successful. Something that she didn't see coming, however, was the secret life her husband was living behind her back. And when she figured out what he was really doing, her entire world flipped upside down. A year after the discovery, Juliane has now started an entirely new life, far away from her husband. But no matter how hard she tries, she can never forget him. ______________________________ Warning ⚠︎︎ This story contains mature content and language. Just warning you babes ;) ~Started in February 2021~ ~Finished in July 2023~ © All rights reserved. Do not copy any of this work.
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Back to you cover
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Tayson's Triangle (Kingston Series #4) ✔️

Části: 45 Dokončeno Pro dospělé

Kingston Series #4 THE FOURTH BOOK OF THE KINGSTON SERIES! FINAL ORIGINAL BOOK IN SERIES! Tayson Kingston has had the perfect life, after bring adopted and loved unconditionally by her family she follows in her mother's footsteps and becomes a nurse. With an assload of NFL players in her family Tayson doesn't want that type of love. She meets a sweet guy named Hampton who sweeps her off of her feet, the only problem, she's still madly in love with Connor Hayes, the guy who broke her heart three years ago. Struggling with this and depression, she tries to find her way and it all leads back to him, the guy she loves. She's caught between who she needs and who she can't live without, and that leads her down the hard and long journey of love. *I do NOT own the cover photo* *Mature Scenes and themes* ~~~~ Fuck, no I don't, I need to stop, I can't let this happen. I can't let him hurt me again, he rubs my ass in his palms as I moan, holy damn I love his hands. My breathing picks up as he changes the sides of my neck and starts kissing the other side. He lifts my dress up and exposes me in nothing but my underwear as he grips my bare skin under his palms. I can't help but grip his hair harder as he rubs across the skin on them. I'm on fire and I know I'm leaking I'm so fucking wet. I stop moaning when I hear footsteps, "Tayson?" I hear as I look up, Hampton. Oh my god, I just cheated on Hampton, in my parents house. I push Connor away as I readjust next dress and stand directly up. I walk into the bathroom and rinse my face and swollen lips, I just cheated on him. I'm no better than Connor. I don't even speak to Connor as I walk back into the room and readjust my hair. "You can't act like you didn't love what we just did" he says as he walks over to me and grabs my face in his hands.