Looking For A Reason
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I lasted all of one week before I caved in and started writing the voices in my head again.
### SPOILERS AHEAD FOR THE MOVIE ###
This takes place over a year after the HBO Looking movie ended. Patrick left for Texas with Richie. Kevin left for London with Jon. But they are my OTP so how could I let them stay so far apart?
This will not make any sense if you do not know the show. I don't explain the history. If you want to know how I feel about Kevin, I wrote a whole story from his POV called 'How Did We Get Here'.
Also, this is M/M fan fiction.
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