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Amarya had everything she could have ever wanted. The popularity, amazing friends, the smarts, and even the skills. She was the IT girl of the school alongside her brother, Ed. She lives two lives (the good, and the bad). She has gone through so much abuse and neglect in her life she doesn't know what to trust, or who for that matter. But what happens when a very powerful young woman gets her voice and power back? Men come and go from Amarya's life- some may hurt her, and some may be there in good measures. But will she ever be able to trust or see it all before it's too late? Will Grayson be able to help her? Will Ethan? Marcel? Harry? Or will everything be ruined? Who takes her guarded heart, and who wants is to re- mend it? Can old friends recover from a world of heartbreak and bad choices, or will the universe get in their way? Where do broken hearts mend, and where do they break? Amarya's past haunts her during the days her sickness she told no one about worsens. Her goodbyes are all she wants to give, but will she have the time she needs?
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