Is it wrong to love you?
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Ever felt like you don't belong and every time you thing you might just survive this world theres something else dragging you down like a roller coster of emotions? Yes? Well mark can relate. Mark is a in the closet gay 16 year old boy who's life just got flipped up side down. Because of his parents devorse he had to move all the way from England to California with his alcoholic mother. He has no friend, no one to really talk to but his mom, and NO. WAY. OUT. But is there one person that gives him hope and something to live for? Has mark found true love? WARNING: these words and knives that often leave scars!
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