Depression (on hold)
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Last published Wed, Aug 3, 2016
"Some people's biggest fear is dying.
Personally, I don't understand that.
I welcome death,
I pray for it,
I desire it."
A mix of poems and random thoughts of a depressed teenaged girl.
***This book mentions self harm and suicide***
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