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It's hard for me to choose what to do in life. . .so I don't.
"Don't show them your voice, they'll think you're irritating."
"Don't show them your tears, they'll think you're weak."
"Don't show them your trust, they'll think you're gullible."
I never had a problem with what the others said to me. It all seemed tiresome either way, so I chose to let them pick. There is no point in any of it. Talking is just a waste of energy, Emotions are just a pain in the neck, and trust is just too hard to even gain from anybody, so why should I even bother with that?
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At least that's what I used to think until I met the two greatest people that turned my whole life into a spinning record.
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