I want to be remembered
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Ongoing8m
Last published Sat, Aug 31, 2013
I am the girl who laughs with no smile in my eyes.
I am the girl who talks with a smile on my face but in my mind I'm telling everyone to shut up.
I am the girl who is quiet and doesn't get caught up in all the drama.
I am the girl who's eyes look hollow in pictures.
I am the girl who is looked down up on, hardly noticed and yet bullied.
I am the girl who did one thing wrong and the world tumbled in on me.
I am the girl who just wants to be a different person.
I am the girl who wants to change.
I am the girl who hopes that one day, I'll make a difference in this world.
*** This book is inspired by Perfect Couple by Fozzey and VanC***
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