Loneliness

Sometimes all you have to do to die is drown yourself in all the what if's in life and I promise by the end of it youll be long gone.. Because not feeling good enough hurts deeper then any what if or any cut or any burn...but sometimes we have to die to and all it takes is that one person to tear you down to kill just enough of you where all you do is lay in bed next to the crying yourself to sleep. Well you're probably thinking okay, well it cant get that much worse could it? Yes, yes it could...because whats gonna hurt you the most is laying in bed next to the person you fell in love with and them sleeping peacfully next to you and you still not being enough for them..and you drown in your thoughts finally accepting that nobody is going to save you..so you give up already and die