Dear Caroline, there isn't a moment I don't think about you. What you saw that night was nothing, I promise. You are my love, my light. Without you I am wandering helpless in the dark. Please reply, my dear. -X Why did everything have to be the way it happened? My dream man that I dated for years kissed a girl right before my eyes. He says it was a goodbye kiss but I could sense it was more. I cannot get over it, but with Beau suddenly with me everywhere, I think he might change me to better... to help me forget...