A young girl named maya Penelope hart is trying to find herself but the only way she could was to get away from the people she loved the most. Including Lucas. And before you start thinking they were not dating because Lucas of course is being Lucas and doesn't know his feelings nor does maya. "It's not just a crush, Riley. I know it isn't. But I don't know what it is." Lucas thought she didn't feel the same way so he hid his feelings deep down and promised to let them out when the right time comes. Until that day. That changed all of their lives. -cringe worthy :) -eh cliche -some sexual but not so sexual scenes -cussing -self harm (This was my first book ever so most of the chapters are really bad but they'll get better along the way. Btw this is not edited) ENJOY THE BOOK! ~Rachael