Jade is not your typical college student, while most college students have left behind the sadness and despair of HighSchool, Jade still faces her HighSchool troubles to this day. As a big dreamer she plans to do things in life that she knows she can't Every day and night is stressful and worrisome. One day Jade hopes to have her shell cut after so long of trying. Suffering from some severe mental illnesses, Jade's disadvantage toward her high goals are bigger. This story is Fiction and is to help others understand and engage with mental illness and how peoples minds work with these illnesses.