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book one of the ambivalence trilogy 
      
      I look at him.
        
        "I don't want to kill anyone either.  Trust me.  But I'd do it if it would make you feel better."

        He pulls me to a stop near the railing of the chasm.  The Pit's glass ceiling is letting through rays of dusk, with mesmerizing rays of oranges and pinks lighting up the otherwise blackened stone.  I can't focus on anything else though; Peter's eyes are too intense.  They're like green lasers burning into my cerulean sea irises, like the sun reaching through a lens to start a fire.  

        "Jax."
        
        I tear my eyes away.
        "Four told me you heard," I blurt out.  "What I said in my fear landscape."
        
        "I did," Peter confirms.  I squeeze my eyes shut and wait for the storm to pass.  

        "Why do you seem so scared?  Do I scare you, Jax?"
        
        "No," I breathe.
        
 ||all rights go to Veronica Roth for the divergent series, with the exception of a few characters||

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Four x reader (Divergent) by glassesintherain

{BOOK ONE} There are five factions. Each had their own reasoning for thinking why the war had happened. Dauntless; cowardice and fear. They strive to be brave, fearless. Erudite; ignorance. They strive for intellect, to be smart and curious. Candor; deception. They strive to be honest. Amity; they blamed the war itself along with fighting. They strive to be kind, forgiving, peaceful. Abnegation; selfishness. So they strive to be selfless. Dauntless are our police. Erudite are our teachers. Candor is the law. Amity are the farmers. And Abnegation are our government. I would sit on the ground everyday, wearing my yellow dress with black sandals. Wasn't the best thing for me. Dresses made my shoulders to broad, especially the flowing ones. When I was home alone, or with my mother, I would wear I tight black shirt and white shorts. No one would really approve, mostly because they were Candor colours along with the fact it's not... welcoming enough. I never understood Amity, not because of the kindness and the peacefulness; well, mostly the peacefulness. Whenever it should come down to defending ourselves or walking away. We walked away. It confused me. Maybe I wasn't Amity enough to understand. Maybe I wasn't kind enough. Maybe, just maybe, I didn't belong here. So where do I belong? A/N : First chapter is a little sketchy but that is the case with all of my books. I promise it does get a lot better afterwards Start: Feb 06 2021 End: Dec 15 2021

𝐑𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐭; 𝐏𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐇𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐬 by HiddingNightmare

❝𝐃𝐚𝐦𝐧 𝐍𝐞𝐫𝐝, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐭?❞ ˚ ༘✦ - 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, Annora Matthews is the daughter of Jeanine Matthews--Erudite's leader. She was raised to value logic over loyalty, obedience over freedom, and to never, ever question the system that built her. ˚ ༘✦ - 𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐎𝐓 - On the day of her aptitude test, Nora's results come back inconclusive. Divergent. A word whispered in the shadows of factions, a death sentence in her mother's world. So she runs. She leaps into Dauntless, the faction of fire, adrenaline, and fear disguised as courage. There, between broken bones and bruises, she collides with Peter Hayes--sharp-edged, unreadable, dangerous in ways that feel far too familiar. He's the kind of boy who bites before he bleeds, who hides secrets behind smirks. And against her better judgment, Nora finds herself drawn in. But in Dauntless, survival is a blood sport, and love is just another risk. To want Peter is to walk a knife's edge between violence and desire. To be Divergent is to paint a target on her back. And to betray Jeanine Matthews? That's a death wish. ©HiddingNightmare 2023 Re-write August 2025 + + + Peter Hayes X Female OC Cover made by me! ONLY on wattpad! Divergent - Complete Insurgent - Complete Allegiant - Complete + + + 1# Jeanine 19/6/23 1# KiernanShipka 27/7/23 1# PeterHayes 21/8/23 1# Nora 10/9/23 1# Matthews 15/9/23 1# JeanineMatthews 27/9/23 1# Hayes 30/9/23 1# MilesTeller 4/10/23 1# Christina 30/12/23 - 2# Hayes 5/9/23 - 3# JeanineMatthews 3/8/23 3# Hayes 8/8/23 3# Tris 3/9/23

ABERRANT by squirrelmonkey123

'The opposite for courage is not cowardice, it is conformity. Even a dead fish can go with the flow.' -Jim Hightower In a society divided into five factions, two girls must make a choice. Amity-born April Dexter 'Dex' Meadows has always known that she's different from the other Amity kids. She'd get into fights when provoked rather than staying calm. She'd climb scarily high in the trees rather than playing on the ground. And she'd find them and their games boring. Being told she was Divergent wasn't exactly a shock. But for Brooke Kang, on the other hand, the daughter of the Candor representative who's always done her best to fit in, it is. Being Divergent doesn't just mean you're different. It's dangerous and the penalty for not conforming is death. Two girls from two very different factions must make a choice. But where one will try to hide her Divergence, the other will simply be herself. Which way is the 'right' way to be Divergent? And will both girls survive? All rights go to Veronica Roth. Any feedback is welcome :-) (Takes place 3 years before the Divergent series). Cover by @x_luminous_x

Her Dauntless [2] //Divergent// Eric Coulter by BelleTheTeaDrinker

╔ ═ ═ ═ ═ ╗ ║ Book Two ║ ║ of ║ ║ Three ║ ╚ ═ ═ ═ ═ ╝ Her brother is in Dauntless. Her friends have uncovered a conspiracy that ends everything she knows. With War on her doorstep, her fears are catching up with her; attitude and knowledge can only protect her for so long. *During the Events of Divergent + beginning of Insurgent* Series so far: Book 1: Her Candor [Completed] Book 2: Her Dauntless [Completed] Book 3: Her Divergence [Completed] WARNINGS ⚠️ Does Contain swearing and sexual references but that's your judgment call. Started: May 11th 2020 Finished: July 23rd 2020 ➻ 6# Distopia 21st July 2020 ➻ 29# Dauntless 21st July 2020 ➻ 41# Amity 21st July 2020

Allegiant - The Real Ending by skyes_curse

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The Other Prior: Candice Prior || Divergent Fanfiction by TheWriter512

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Her Candor [1] //Divergent// Eric Coulter by BelleTheTeaDrinker

╔ ═ ═ ═ ═ ╗ ║ Book One ║ ║ of ║ ║ Three ║ ╚ ═ ═ ═ ═ ╝ Fear doesn't shut her down. It wakes her up. She doesn't belong in Candor, never has and never will - always told she was too 'something.' With her Choice around the corner, What will she choose? Her past or her future? *Pre-Divergent* Series so far: Book 1: Her Candor [Completed] Book 2: Her Dauntless [Completed] Book 3: Her Divergence [Completed] WARNINGS ⚠️ Does contain swearing but that's your judgment call. Started: Autumn 2019 Finished: May 11th 2020 ➻ 1# Eric 21st July 2020 ➻ 3# Amity 21st July 2020 ➻ 41# Divergent 21st July 2020

✔The Broken Amity [Eric Coulter Fanfic] (COMPLETE) by dreamyxstars

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