Ascendancy
SarahHamm
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  • Reads 167,186
  • Votes 5,215
  • Parts 21
  • Time 5h 18m
SarahHamm
Complete, First published Jul 31, 2016
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Longing, Rusted, Seventeen, Daybreak... Bucky needs his mind back. While the infamous Winter Soldier is in cryofreeze, Steve Rogers frantically searches for a way to rid Bucky's mind of these words.  Then he finds it. All power over Bucky's mind is abolished. But just because these words hold no true power over his mind doesn't mean that they don't have a hold over his emotions. 
        That's where Ella Walin, the top PTSD Psychiatrist in the world, comes in.  Previously working in a Sudanese refugee camp, sometimes helping once child soldiers recover from their traumatic past, Ella is secretly recruited by the New Avengers to help the Winter Soldier.  But can she?  Through the love of friends and her help, Bucky can finally regain his mind back. And his life.
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