Joshaya/LUCAYA ~ girl meets world stealing her hart #wattys2017

Hope. Hope is for suckers. And that is what I go by every single day of my life and it's hard trying to not have hope when you have a best friend who is full of it who loves to draw purple cats and believes anything is possible and believes in other peoples dreams and loves hearing peoples stories and despite of all that
Hope hope is for suckers describes right now of how I feel and what I'm feeling
"I like you" I whispered to josh it was crazy I was being crazy I mean what am I thinking? Correction what was I thinking because life it's self honestly sucks.
"How long have you had a crush on him?" One of the college girls at the party Said to me
"It's not a crush I know what I feel " I responded