He thought he could escape me, what an imbecile. He was all I ever loved, all I ever known. Why didn't he trust me anymore? Was it the fact that I had killed Jessica? Or was it he was truly scared of me? He promised he wouldn't ever be scared of me, he promised! I was the only one he would love. I loved Chris, more than he would ever know. Now, he was going to feel the pain I felt, the pain that made me feel intimately lost when he shuddered toward me. Now only in death, will he completely understand what giving himself to me fully meant.