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A lonely and tortured soul who has been through so much stress and anxiety but to the rest of the world- including some of her friends- she's just simply... Perfect!
All she can do to release her frustration is write in the A5 notebook that she had decided to call 'diary', and smile. Her smile hides the pain she feels and the burdens she is forced to carry alone. Follow this heart wrenching story about a girl who is misunderstood by many people who don't realise what she's carrying deep in her heart.
Meet the doe- eyed beauty, her name is Layla.
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