Would our expectations turn into reality? Or will Destiny play and change the whole story?
"Malinaw pa sa pinakamataas na megapixel ng latest na camera, na tahimik at mysterious type of guys ang tipo ko. Simula't sapul, iyon na ang nakatatak sa isip ko. Pero sadyang mapaglaro si tadhana at gago si kupido. Ipares ba naman ako sa walanghiya at ninuno pa ata ng mga manyak! I hate him, he hates me. But our world suddenly turned upside down, then one day I woke up and realized.. I can't last a day without him."
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"Trash talked by many, hated by some, guess how many hearts I have played? But oops, I'm not a slut nor a bitch. I have my big reason why I did those things. I believe in tragic endings, not with the bullshit happy ending. Pero unti unting nabago ang prinsipyo ko dahil sa isang lalake. Just when I almost believed in fairy tales and perfect moments, and expected na finally I've found my prince charming, he just gave me another reason why I shouldn't. I thought I'm a good player. But damn, even a good player will become a toy of someone who can play better".
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"We are more often frightened than hurt and we suffer more from imagination than reality. We all have these pictures in our minds of how we want things to be, we set our expectations high and this sometimes cause for disappointments. Everybody wants their expectations to be true but I've learned that reality is way more better than my expectations."
Minsan, kahit na anong pagpapantasya, orasyon, kulam, at expect ang gawin mo, kung hindi sya para sa'yo, wala na girl, hindi sya para sa'yo. Iyak na!
'Yung akala mo kayo na talaga para sa isa't isa, pero eeksena bigla si tadhana at ipamumukha sa'yo na magkaiba ang pinagtagpo sa nakatadhana.
One novel, three different stories.
Healing is such a long process to do. You will start to ask why things didn't turn out the way you wanted. You will start to ask when did the things start to go wrong. You will start to ask what will you do to get up and how will you complete yourself again. There are so many questions in life that you will start to seek for answers whenever you are on this process.
I, honestly, don't know what happened to my life. I am rich. I have everything that I need in my life. But, why did I end up this way? Why did I end up being the most pathetic and broken person that I've ever known?
All I want is just a pure love- a true love. A love that will be with me for the rest of my life. All I want is just that simple thing... But why can't I have it?
Love is scary. The first and last time that I experienced it, I broke myself; I lost myself in the midst of loving someone. That's why I told myself that I won't ever take a risk again when it comes to love. I will never love anyone again. I will never open my heart again to anyone.
But what if I'll meet the man that will help me to open my heart? The man that will show me how does true love really feels like? Am I going to take risk? Am I going to open my heart for him? Or I'll just keep myself a prisoner of my own past? Can I really trust him? Or he's just another walking nightmare?
That's why I asked him if he can see my broken heart?