Voices in My Head
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Complete Mon, Jul 30, 20182h 19m
Pain.
Agonizing pain. That's all I feel.
Voices.
Whispering voices. That's all I hear.
I hear them over and over inside of my head.
I can't escape. I can't fight back.
This is my life.
This is my story.
And if you can give me your time, I'll tell it to you.
*Warning: contains themes of selfharm and mental disorders
**Completed as of 7/30/18
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