Losing It
sueain
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  • Reads 1,855
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  • Parts 23
  • Time 1h 9m
sueain
Complete, First published Aug 02, 2016
Mature
abusiverelationshipbwwmecstasyfamilyfamilyissuesfamilyproblemslove-twistsrivalryromancesexscenessexsexsexsexyteenwhitman
What if every thing you lived for changed because of one man? 
What if when you let go of the past, the one person you dont want to see has to be in your future?
Whar if that person dies before you can make amends?
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𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑭𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕 by EmmyWallaceFraser
11 parts Ongoing Mature
𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑭𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕 - 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘌𝘨𝘺𝘱𝘵, 𝘋𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘉𝘰𝘶𝘤'𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘢 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘔𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘉𝘰𝘶𝘤'𝘴 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥. 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘑𝘢𝘤𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘦 𝘉𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘋𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘵. ⁽ᶦ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵒʷⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳˢ, ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵇᵉˡᵒⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇʳᶦᵗᶦˢʰ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ ᵃᵍᵃᵗʰᵃ ᶜʰʳᶦˢᵗᶦᵉ. ᵇᵘᵗ ᶜʰᵃʳˡᵒᵗᵗᵉ ᵇᵉᵃᵘᶠᵒʳᵗ ᵈᵉ ᵇᵉᵗʰᵉⁿᶜᵒᵘʳᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵒ
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𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑭𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕 cover
The Best Kept Secret! cover
Love And Murder cover
Refuge cover
Mine. |BWWM| cover
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The One Shot Series Volume Two cover
My bully's brother cover
Strange Life cover
SHORES apart cover
A Broken Life cover
A spark of life [BxB] cover
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Sweet soul loving a killer (completed)) ( not edited) cover
Alpha's Prophecy cover

𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑭𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕

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𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑭𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕 - 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘌𝘨𝘺𝘱𝘵, 𝘋𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘉𝘰𝘶𝘤'𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘢 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘔𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘉𝘰𝘶𝘤'𝘴 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥. 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘑𝘢𝘤𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘦 𝘉𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘋𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘗𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘵. ⁽ᶦ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵒʷⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳˢ, ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵇᵉˡᵒⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇʳᶦᵗᶦˢʰ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ ᵃᵍᵃᵗʰᵃ ᶜʰʳᶦˢᵗᶦᵉ. ᵇᵘᵗ ᶜʰᵃʳˡᵒᵗᵗᵉ ᵇᵉᵃᵘᶠᵒʳᵗ ᵈᵉ ᵇᵉᵗʰᵉⁿᶜᵒᵘʳᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵒ

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