It's not Heaven without you. (Phan)
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They're dead. It was pretty painful. Now, Dan is somewhere down under and Phil somewhere up over.
Will they ever see each other again?
(I'm an atheist so I don't know the Biblical perception of Heaven and Hell. Sorry!)
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