It's not what it seems it is. Your eyes can lie, a nightmare is everywhere. To anyone who knows me in real life: Yes, I am depressed, yes, I self-harm. But I write this for myself more than for anyone else, if you do decide to read this, I want you to know, that i do not want any of this to be brought up. Writing these poems helps me mentally, helps me control myself. If you don't like this, just don't waste your time reading it. To all readers: I am glad that you have found my works here. I am just a teen struggling to find happiness. All I wish is for you all out there to enjoy reading this and if you find any mistakes, please inform me so i can edit them out to make it more enjoyable for new comers to read. Have a nice reading and Thank You for being here!! So I started writing these poems around a year ago and fortunately I've gotten past my depression, hopefully. Although i tried to continue writing for it everything I write feels forced therefore I shall consider this book complete.