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I've Never Wanted to Kill Myself...(So Badly)

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Beautiful, kind, cute, soft, feminine, caring, and responsible. These are the qualities that i want to see in my girl. Someone cute, soft spoken, is cute in every reaction, smells like flowers, and has baby blue eyes.
  My name is Jace. I'm at least over 400 years old because of the vampire consequences. The world i live in is in the underground realm where monsters roam freely and where humans never enter...At least that's what i thought until a human girl boldly challenged me to a fight because i accidently ran into her grandma. During that situation, it looked like i was being rude and mean to her grandma but i was trying to help her up only.
  This was utterly ridiculous.All Rights Reserved

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Living in The Wild

Dane was already abandoned and treated brutally by her parents when she was 6 years old. But at 13 years old, she met a hot and cute guy, Jace., who may turn her life around. But things get more critical when the pair discovers a tree. Not a mundane tree but a special one that will bring the dead to life and help you to time travel. She needed the tree to carry out a task that will save lives. Will she accomplish it? And one more thing; will she win over Jace's heart? Text © copyright Esther423 2015. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise without the prior permission of the publisher. Highest ranking: #313 in General Fiction